Just a good woman driver

I lost it! i finally did it..i commited a crime. I disobeyed the road rules. this shucks!

I sort of parked at a place where it isnt supposed to be a parking space. I felt guilty tadi. but. lina made a good point that i was no where near to even blocked one car. so, i pursued.

see? i'm just a good woamn driver. It's just so obvious. I dont potong queue, i park nicely. pebaiktah kusong tu parking space arah CLT ah, or paking batu-batu ah..or parking IPI ah, i'll park arah hostel bini-bini pebaik tah jauh. i detest double parkers! banar! menyusahkan orang. and what's the deal with those yang parking menutup jalan? you should consider urang yang parking bisai-bisai. how would u feel suddenly when kerita mu kana block and u're in an emergency. i believe in karma. "what goes around comes around" so someone told me...

I felt like crying. it's stupid. i'm all emo right now. no...it's not about parking (now that's stupid) it's just about everything (excluding my marriage-because it's beautiful & very very stable. i know it's impossible to have no-fights in a relationship but we JUST DONT have any -kapeesh?)

first of all, i hate school
i just do

i'm begining to like my previous semester break than going back to school. eventhough my semester break is just one busy week. it's worth it.

i hate the parking too.. and people..inconsiderate people..manipulative ones..the ones that are 'habis manis sepah di buang' kind of people. i'm not a doormat okay. at least i have brains in my head not in my knee. (dont mention my knee, it's screwed up too!)

the test was all about "ap-li-cation". i mean, Who cares if the ex-soldier's heart beat races upon hearing 100th bells per minute? *rolls eyes*.I was reading with all my might despite the noise & ec-cetera. I didnt study last night and i was spending my time yesterday beautifying my presentation for tomorrow. could you believe it? - beautifying.

Despite doctor's advise & himself's larangan on makanan pedas, i still do eat them. my favourite: kacang sirik with sambal belacan..

"mengapa kau masak sayur tak campur belanchan, sekarang aku kan pancung leher kau!"

yeah...oh well... life goes on. you have to deal with all the shitty in betweens...life is crap you gotto accept it. okay i'm gonna smile now..right timing, the sun has decided to rise again. it was gloomy wen i typed this.

was reading ain's blog just now, and i'm just waiting for the good news.. some time..erm... in the future i guess. I just need some good news at the moment...

i'm loving the OC and the one tree hill at the moment. Ryan & Marissa are always together now, less fight and more understanding. and yeah, who wouldnt resist summer & seth? One tree hill's all nyummy too...

alrighty,
erna

p/s: thanks to those wish me well. those who didnt *shrugs* (what-can-i-say?)